Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Before I Go On
Before I go on any further I must write an apology to all of my 497 classmates. What I showed in class today was never how I pictured this Colestine documentary, I have always known what I wanted, but for some reason I have allowed opinions of others over take my vision, I receive suggestions on how to go about things when I have not shown any edit to critique, but I allow myself to be intimidated by others and I automatically assume they are right; how often I forget that we are all in school learning how to make our art grow. I have lost some of my integrity as an artist and I have to remind myself that I am making MY film...not a film from the chorus. Bare with me, it is time for me to close my ears, and pray and meditate on my heart, and Colestine will be the best it can possibly be. And be reassured none of this rant is addressed to any of you.
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You have nothing to apologize for Sheena. You have to keep in mind that you are in a learning process...a very difficult one. And finding the structure for your film is going to be HARD, but you'll get there. Your own voice is going to come through. I'll keep trying my best to guide you and you will keep trying your best to hear it clearly. Hang in there girl and just keep pushing through. You'll get there!
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